D.A.A.L

2010-03-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

i didnt know that a company will have people quarelling even though it is not something to do with your life. but only work. cant they settle it down by talking or a good chat? plsssss..?
maybe its because i just came out to work and didnt have this type of experience or have been seeing and going through this type of situation before. but it really pisses me off when i see my collegues is arguing over their work, over their customers.

its so politic to me.
somehow, i just dont care because its not my problem and got nothing to do with me.
:p

2010-03-27T17:04:00.000+08:00

life seems very tired for me now a days. its maybe because i have spend too much time concentrating on my job and not other stuff. the concentrating power really takes up all my energy. have been working extra than my working hours because i tend to get everything done on that day itself. invoices and credit card charging will get me confused sometimes. this is what i dont like about it. >.<

but thank god, today is saturday. finish at 1pm just now. im so gonna sleep dead tonight after getting everything done (not my job of course, maybe washing and ironing). and wake up late tmr.. ahh..

just knew that daddy just had an operation. why isn't he telling me? why is my grandaunt is the one who told me about it? :( missing my dad already. i hope that my sibling will take a good care of him.

<3 ya!

2010-03-17T07:06:00.000+08:00

i am not thinking of anything, but i dont know why have been many days i couldnt just get myself on bed and sleep. yes! i am tired but i slept for awhile and then awake again.
just hope everything will go smoothly and i really hope that i did make a right choice. right choice that will not let me down feeling regret.

i just wanted to concentrate on my job and to forget everything! i want to pass my day with happiness.

2010-02-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

life are totally boring sometimes. especially when its without someone you love by your side or another thing might be when you dont have the "MONEY". i am not saying about all this materialistic thinking. i am saying about entertainment. you do not expect your life to be like, work-eat-sleep everyday right? of course sometimes you will feel like going for movie, kareaoke or maybe play games. but if we do not have the money, life would be like all dead. but if with money, you have your limitation of course. i didnt say that we have to spend it all. of course we have to save for future too. arghh.. you just have to make the right decision ok!!?? everything have their limitation.

:p

2010-02-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

time passes by so fast.. sometimes i wonder whether i did make a right choice. anyhow, i dont think i can turn back anymore because i dont think that everything thati have decide and do will make me feel regret. i thank god so much for helping me out whenever i want him.

working as a full timer is not easy. time doesnt wait and your performance must be revealed. if not then your gonna be a 'loser' or somehow lets put it to a better saying, a 'not good in work' person. i am scared because i am still under probation and all of this thing are like totally new for me. but i appreaciate the work and the people that been teaching me and giving me support. i am glad that they are so patient and i hope myself can give my best. next 2months will be the evaluation day and its all depends on my performance and feedback from my department people and my collegue. i hope this all will go well.

winks.. ** :D

2010-02-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

CNY was awesome this year but very tired as i have not much days in hometown to go visit all my relatives and also friends.
its good to see my grandma and daddy again and also my siblings. i miss them very much..

as always, when i look at my grandpa's pictures that hanging up the wall above my piano, my tears still drop. i cant help it every time so sometimes i keep myself from looking at the picture. he is my best man that i ever had since i was born until he is gone. i didnt have any chance to do anything and to buy anything for him since he were here, because i did not have any income but now i do.

just to let you know grandpa that I LOVE YOU very much. i will never forget you. i hope that you can hear me say 'I LOVE YOU' this word and know how much i love you.

Sincerely,
D..

<3

2010-01-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont see myself in working as a full time. but this is what everybody have to do and everybody have to have their carrier one day. i still scared of the job that i am gonna get in 24 or 48hours time. i am not scared of not getting hire but scared of after getting hire, what are the responsibility and what i have to do in the company. i am afraid because i have never work as a full time before, all this while been working as a part time. this time.. it will be all so different from last time.

i just hope everything will work out and family would be happy with what they expected from me since i was in high school.

*winks*

2010-01-23T03:39:00.002+08:00

gotta be happy when your not!

<3 <3 <3

2010-01-23T03:07:00.000+08:00

everything go so fine. :) happy. :)
today was my last day in Leonardo's Dining Room & Wine Loft. after this work, i gonna look for a full time job. i hope everthg gonna go well. i have a job in Genting later doing lucky draw for customer in Genting Casino. this would be a 2nd time replacing my friend. it was a good job though and i will be there for 3days. room is provided.
the good thing working in a restaurant, especially in a fine dining restaurant is that u get to know good people and also people who will give you a good opportunity. opportunity as in like introducing u to jobs, peoples and so on. i have a drink with one of the customer just now since it is my last day, i have OLD PARR and it is only not even half a glass and i feel so heaty and i grew red. haha..
i have good experience too, i learned about wines, how to arrange tables and stuff like that.

:)

2009-12-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

shhh.. i lied that i won a competition and i won a price. the price is on the way and it is a handphone (Samsung Star 5233). but actually i was gonna get it myself using my salary that i worked for Panasonic 3moths ago. sorry but i tried at least to get you back the thing that i caused it to happened yesterday. sorry that i never think before i laid out my hand and it just happened. i Regret. sorry!

so till then, your new phone will arrive around end of this month or early next month.
hope your happy with it.
<3

lots of great movies

2009-11-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

life have been great lately but was away for awhile as home internet have problem.
last semester class ended last friday and which was also my last presentation for my diploma course.

sister came down to KL last week. i brought her to my house to stay. :) *snatch her* shhh..

snatch her away from my grandmother. lols..

i brough her to movie. we watch Christmas Carol together. the next day, went for movie with L together for Astroboy. both were awesome but Astroboy is much more better. :p

then L couldnt wait to wacth Ninja Assasin by Rain. we tried to get the movie on the 1st day it came out but then no more seat as it was a last minute plan. so we watch Twilight New Moon. hehe..

Twilight will always had a great impression on me. i like the couples and also Jacob. their love is unique.. we manae to bought the midnight show ticket. show started at 1am. the show was great but the ending kinda disappointing because it doesnt show us who gets the girl. haha..

cant wait for the next episode.

the next 2days, after my presentation on friday. went down to Tmn. paramount LRT station and met up with M. plan to catch Ninja Assasin. waited for L to come and then talk to him. he said ok and went back to M's house to get approval from his dad. so we all went together include S and A.

it was awesome, all were happy. 3 of the gals went down and bought ticket. show at 11pm. the guys went back to L house to change. L was wearing shorts ok? haha..

the movie is awesome.. Rain should come out with more of action movies. but pity him as he have to undergone his diet for 8months for this movie. but then its not a wate tho. the movie is great and lots of people like it. but the sukkiest part is that the movie involved too much of blood.

:p haha

The Abandon House

2009-10-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

and the latest shoot.. awesome too.. :)
love it very much as the Photographer bought me the Angel's wing.
and this time i brought J with me too.. ~~cannot bring too many people as the guard will stop us from going in for shooting.~~

The location is at The Abandon House, ~~Bukit Tunku~~.

loving the staircase very much. :)

thx to the Photographer for such a good idea.

and the angel's wing..

white dress for Abandon House is such a good idea.

Putra Jaya

2009-10-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

besides from study.. went for photo shooting.
it was awesome and J was with me and i really hope that she enjoy it very much. :)

the shooting was in PutraJaya.. with J, E and S.

3gals and 1 guy.. the view was nice and it was beside PutraJaya Pullman.

and me with J

the fake beach side and the Pullman. (Single Shoot)

i love the view in PutraJaya.. it was awesome and big. and the design for the building are all great!

hope to shoot there again someday but with different building and view. :)

2009-10-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

have been so long i didnt update my blog.
was busy with work and also my study..

talking about study.. it has been a hectic for me. so stressed. it was my last semester and the subjects is not easy especially Business Research.
it was 100% on coursework.. so we have to score for research. gotta do research about few companies and it takes a very long time. and not easy to convince a staff that to do a survey for their company.
so yeah..

sorry for this late update.

expression

2009-09-08T14:30:00.002+08:00

i love being myself

sometimes i might be moody but then happy after a while

smile always

UNBREAK MY HEART

<3>

2009-09-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

i dont know why.. but i just love posing without smile because i always thought that i dont look got posing with smile. haha.. swt!

last few weeks back, i have been involve with modeling line and i actually kinda loveee it.
because it is easy, just posing but then it is not easy to win. :( because different people have different poses and different judges have different thoughts on model's poses. then the marks they gave for judging is also different.

but the best thing is that i get so much of experience and knowing new friends. they are all great and have a great bodayy.. :) and tall. whoo.. im so short. and couldnt grow taller anymore. HATE it!

and now, what i want is to have my own portfolio because agencies is asking for my portfolio and i dont have one. and my new creation of portfolio is coming soon. so happy. :)
but kinda scared as i dont really know how to pose. lols..

tell then.. and sorry for this super late update. :(

2009-08-19T13:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday was having a nightmare. its not something scary but something you dont wanna lose. and its something very important to our body part especially when we smile. hah..
i dreamt that i broke my front tooth. and i straight away woke up from my sleep. its so funny feeling and i dont know why i dreamt bout me breaking my tooth.

and then i didnt sleep back already. and its still early and i have no class (on hols). :)
and my day didnt went so well because someone is moody and got angry without any reason.
*hate those kind of feelings whene someone is angry at/ on something but then they make u feel like they are angry at you. the u got 'terasa'.

.FCUK that feeling.

sometimes just got myself thinking too much and asking myself, should i go on with what im having right now or move on?
-i dont know. this thing takes time i guess. and you know how it feels right, HW?

updated!

2009-08-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

as promised! the photo for the cruiser team. sorry for this late because my friend got no time to go on9. so just got it 2days before.

its not many photo that i have been expected to put ti up. i have more but others cannot reelly see clearly. so yah.. sorry bout that.

i need supporter.

2009-08-16T01:03:00.003+08:00

in the morning around 10 plus, got a call from J. telling me that i am pick among all the girls to be in the catwalk for this coming friday fashion show. all the hair do and make up is sponsored by 'Whitney Academy'.

i am like *AWESOME*. so happy. *giggles*
first time in my life. but abit scared and yah.. gotta ask permission from L. he support me, he told me to take it because it is an experience for a life time.

but i need supporters from you guys. if anyone is interested, pls do let me know through my blog or facebook or MSN. Venue would be in REZONE Club, Cheras. be there at 8pm and before 12am.

if we love that someone

2009-08-14T13:55:00.004+08:00

if we love someone, we want them to love us too.
right?

but what if that someone treat us like #$%@, and do not even bother about how you feel?
will you still stick with them or you will run away?
someyimes its too complicated to be in love with someone that you love so much.

does that someone really care?
does that someone pick you up after school/ college after your class (he is not working)?
does that someone concern about how your exam goes? interview goes? job goes?
does that someone ever break their promise that you got so excited about?
does that someone fill up your stomach when you are hungry?
does that someone covers you from being bully by anyone?

from the above, does he really care actually? *confused*

-im not emoing but just try to express myslf. i want someone to talk to but then i think i just should keep it to myself till i cannot take it anymore. i should be patient again.

2009-08-12T19:35:00.003+08:00

Channing Tatum is so cool..

yesterday (tuesday), was my study skill in english exam. guess what? i forgot about my docket in the early in the morning and i was so nervous. when i got to college, i went to the service department that i didnt take my docket in the library before exam , and they handed the docket to me after that. i didnt know that we can take from the service department because normally i will go to library and take it before 2weeks. *relieve*

yesterday night promise King (uncle) to go watch GI Joe at 1pm. who knows, i fifnish my exam 1 and the half hour earlier, not that i dont jnow how to do, but i dont know why. haha.. SWT! >.<#
after exam, went to opposite chinese shop for makan. have 3 lady fingers wrapped with fish cake. (yong tao fu la). lols.. then have a little bit of chat wit friends about exam, degree and so on. then take bus to mid valley, went there so early and i have to wait for K. so yah.. our movie starts at 1.40pm. the show was good, best action show ever. i heard it was better than transformers 2. :) (those who lovesss transformers so very much, dont angry ah)

then after movie, went to FOS, bought 2tops. because of K, he brought me there to see clothes. i pok kai d la oi.. the again went to Labels, i got myself 1 pair of jean short skirt. plain and nice. :) love it.. haha.. oh ya, before movie, K spent me baskin robin's ice cream because he reach mid valley late. its his punishment for being 15minutes late.

i am a very simple person. every decison is also up to him, and now its my turn to choose and i hate choosing what stuff to eat for dinner. then i suggest foodcourst then. more things to choose from. so yah.. got myself claypot yee mee with chicken. we have a great chat about family stuff,
and i realise that i have taken care of myslf very well. thank god..

then went home with KTM. bb

2009-08-12T12:51:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness! lately i have been logging into shop blogging. i have been so addicted right now. i cant stop and some more my last paper is on Friday and i haven start studying yet. i did my first paper yesterday as it was a English paper so i don't have to scared cause i have nothing to study, but this Friday, i will be having my promotional management exam, but im still sitting here busy about shop blogging. i cant take my eye from looking at those beautiful clothes. aww...
tats why as u can see i have been linking alot og shooping blog lately. i am crazy! ahhh..

i gotta stop.. so yeah.. good luck to me. :)
gotta start studying already if not i wont get good result fot it.

2009-08-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

woke up early. around 9.30am, supposed to take bus down to 1utama. mana tahu, online and facebooking till 11am. cause have to meet up friend at 12.30 to take something. so i lost my rm12 for taking the cab. and he was driving so slow.. arghhh....

reach there at 12pm, went to Jetty makan. then i took my stuff from my friend. that stuff was actually a dress. i bought from her online. aww.. so nice la. loving it. :) then walk to ianti to get nail polish. saw there is a discound for hair wax, got t for L. and got myself a concealer too. spend too much. after tat, when to Watson and visit Lynn.

took cab to Kota Damansara for my free tummy treatment at S2 slimming centre. it was good. the person who massage for me is from Cambodia and she is so sweet. :) took about 30minutes for this massage. normal prize is rm180 and i got it for free cause im lucky. :) lolss..

after tat, i went to visit E, at his shop, talking to him. then went to look around for boutiques. the last shop i went in is a shoe shop. tell you.. its cheap, even online buying is more expensive. 1 for 39.90, 2 for 70. i wanted to get 2 but the other one tat i like got no size for me. aiks.. :( so i just got 1 pair for myself. so today, spend around rm120. and last few days spent alot. i should stop already. but anyway, i should pamper myself too cause i have been working very hard and it was tiring. and im glad tat i got myself the stuff that i wanted.

:) :) :)

bla bla bla..

2009-08-08T20:54:00.004+08:00

the latest movie i have watched is the 'GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST'.

the past movie i have watched before the 'ghost of girlfriends past' is the 'ICE AGE 3'.

and i was suppose to wait for L to bring me go watch Transformer after he got back frm outstation but then we didnt make it. and now, it was not in cinema anymore. :(

the ghot of girlfriends past was a nice show, the story line is good, but to some people, it weren't nice. i dunno. :) i like it when he got haunt by his ex girlfriends and also his assistant. so funny.. and at last.. he still go back to his so called chilhood girlfriend (Jennifer Garner). i love her acting.

*winks* >.<

and last few days, i heard 'The Proposal' and 'GI Joe' was nice. should catch it soon in cinema. dont want to watch DVD. not nice. i want big big and huge screen. hehe.. ;)

anyway.. L is coming back today. reaching around 11pm later. mish him much.. cant wait!

will post up the pictures of my roaming team job. cause it was great. :) i love it! wait till this friday then.

2009-08-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

till then.. c you!

hard day of working

2009-08-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

whole day felt very tired today. my mood is not good at all starting at 2.30pm. everything went well but ya know, woman's time. :0 hehe..what can i say?

today as a Dove roaming team, we went around Selayang to give out sampling. we thought that Selayang would be quiet and not many people, mana tahu.. so many people came after they saw our car parked at the market. so many people was rushing over to get the free sampling. too many to handle, and we're not enought sampling, so we gotta ask question before giving it out. we fast, we get! so we were like offering 5bottles of shampoo, if who answer our question correctly then they will get those 5bottles. just a simple question.. when s promotion date, what is the programe that we are introducing. thats all.. simple.. cause all the answer was in the paper that we gave out.

its tired even though it sound easy.. we have to pull customers and we have to take pictures to prove to our company that we are doing our job. lolc.. :) but we have a good day, 5boxes of shampoo finishhhh...

-i was sleeping in the carw hen i have time to sleep.
-pity the teamleader because he have to drive and dont get to rest.
hehe..

2009-08-02T10:45:00.002+08:00

-D working
-L is busy too

after a few days in outstation, he lost lots of money. i dunno why. *couldnt mention* so yeah.. he was very sad and dont have the mood to work after that incident. i really feel sad for him and he is so really down. i tried to talk to him and convinced him to go to work and wake up early and he dont want to listen to me at all. he think he is better off sleeping just to forget about the incident but you cannot avoid it. so i woke him up in the morning aronund 10 something and he said he is waking up already. i called after 2hours later and he said that he is still sleeping and i asked him, 'dont you have work?'. and he siad yes but he is still sleeping after i called him after few hours later. and i got so mad at him and still keeping on caling. he got fed up and he off his phone. i couldnt get thru him for so long till he called me up around 8pm.

at midnight, he realise that he is wrong and i forgive him. jx that i dont want him to lost his job or anything but he dont understand that he always thought that i disturb him to wake up cause im doing nothing or miss him too much. i have my own thing to do, why do i have to call u if i dont concern about your work? you better do the thinking for your won good.

till then.. do take care and i miss you. soemtimes its jx better to keep things to myself. cause i realise that you dont understand me much.

2009-07-29T18:38:00.002+08:00

-L sleeping early.
-D nothing to do, bored at home, sleeping too.

J knocking on the door looking for me, i join them for yam cha. before that, went to J's house for movie, funny movie (i forgot the title). *sorry*. then went to Al-Safa, noticed they changed new nice signboard. oh ya.. before i forget, knew 2new friends from J. P and F. couple.. :)

still waiting for L to call. but didnt. i sent few masges but no reply. came home around 1.30am, went on9, check facebook and blog. know tmr got work at 9 but still sleep late. ask for Leo favor to fetch me to KJ lrt station if he is fetching E back. thx Leo.. :)

just having fun playing with my facebook game. but getting boring already. :( why? i get bored of everything.. but not with L, i love being with him every minute of my life. >.<

woke up at 8am, get ready to start my new job. as a roaming team. reach late to KJ, hell jammed. but still thx to Leo. the plan is to go to Kepong area give sampling. i enjoyed the day.. :)
yesterday night was talking about the Redang trip with J, H, P, C and K but all not comfirm yet. let me know soon babes and guys. and they invited me to go Miss today because there's a free flow for ladies, but nah.. im not going. tired! sorry guys..

ENJOY the NIGHT in MISS.. :) ->J, K, H, C, P, F

ENJOY your WORK in OUTSTATION.. :) ->L

lovesss...........

2009-07-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

last few days hang out till very late at night. and that time L was busy playing poker on laptop. and there is me and julie. Boring. we talked, have our own conversation, girls talk. and suddenly something came on my mind. i want to learn driving and julie agree to teach me. and yeah, took L's car learn driving. guess what.. i only took few minutes to learn how to drive but not driving up the hill la of course.

gotta go. helping fren do some correction.

lovely nights

2009-06-13T00:31:00.003+08:00

thx for having me at home, babe.. :] we were having so much fun that few nights. fun baking brownies together and it turn out to be OK only. hehe.. some mistakes with the steering before putting it in the oven, ryt?? we dressed up the second night cause we are so exciting to take picture together since been long we didnt take picture together already..

miss yah!

2009-05-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

i like the one that i am wearing also the one that she is wearing but its too thin.

i love the dress most comparing to all that we have tried on.

i miss high school where frens is all around. i miss the environment of the schools where we used to hang around with our close frens and best frens. telling secrets.. gossiping.. but before i ended high school, my close fren registered to another school. so we dont get to hang out so often anymore in the school. we dont really usually go out cause our schedule is different. my class is in the morning but hers is in the afternoon. weekend i usually busy going to church so we dont get to hang out.
but now, she is already after high school and my college timetable is free, we hang out last week and it was amazingly fun. we have so much fun and we went for korean food for our dinner. yeah!
we took lots of great picture. laughing.. *winks*

yes.. like u said.. this pic is for my L. thx so much for understanding me my luv.

Rum Jungle ere i come!

2009-05-04T10:20:00.005+08:00

labour day is holiday for everyone. L's mom took us to Rum Jungle for alcohol. free for us cause she already have 1 bottle reserve before this. so we drink for free and there is no cover charge for L. auntie got move man.. she can dance and move very well.. so fun having them there and there is a live bad as well.. and i get very red after drinking 2 glass but of cox i know my limit, i didnt get drunk.

2009-04-25T16:38:00.003+08:00

got off from the phone..

all i know is that i cannot go overseas, if not im not wanted anymore. maybe its true that no one can be FULLY trusted. i am happy as U dont let me go, cause this showed that U still care and concern over me if something happen to me when i get there. maybe U should follow me someday, so there will be US day, alryt? i miss u..

there's no one for me to hold on. why do U have to go when im about to have problem or hard time? i know that i cannot blame u for this as we got our own things to do and stuff like that. i kept on thinking this few days, will u easily get influenced by someone who is close to you and be like them someday? i am scared.. i realized u have changed alot since the first week.

but i still love u and cannot let u go. its hard and pain to let me even think of it. i need u to be strong always. <3

you are the one that i can always hold on to

2009-04-24T22:32:00.004+08:00

now i know why on earth STUDY is sooo important. yes! its important, but i didnt know that it would be so hard to chase after your dream job and so. few days ago.. my mind was worrying about what university im going to after a complete my diploma, will i be able to get into a good u or what? what about my result and stufflike that. im very worried about this. i tried to seek help from my frens and tried to check on line as well. it all went well but i have not decide yet. maybe its still early, i cant slowly do research.

*fan!*

make it happen

2009-04-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

today..
me, melissa, joel, shin yin and irwan went to the curve and watch this movie, 'make it happen'. aww.. it was awesome. the gal is so pretty.. and tall.. but we missed the first part of the show, cause we were bz buying snacks at ikano lower ground floor. lolx.. we all enjoyed the movie.
i love dance movie.. feel like learning dancing now.. *swt*

2009-04-23T19:06:00.002+08:00

staying overnyt in mel's is good. she is always there. so i dont cry cause of something small. i miss you! yesterday cannot sleep, i dunno why.. maybe think too much. aih.. today woke up at 10am. at 11.30am, we supposed to pick up shin yin and go straight to HELP to check out their degree programme, but aunty called, we brought joel to see his car. so today was kinda tired.. whooh..
nothing much.. we all went to shin yin's house. we played WII (nintendo). nice! its like real life game. but this one jx used your hand la of course, but kinda tiring. haha.. i played tennis with melissa and also boxing game with her. guess what! she won all of it. argh.. im a bad player. lolx.

*fun fun*
*i love you mel*
*kiss hugs*

2009-04-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

-insecure
-still working on my mind
-bullshit
-not worth it
-unappreciated
-hurt!
-it cost a lot

it might not be your fault. but pls understand me. sometimes it just doesn't seem right. is it my attitude again? guess it!

lots of movies .

2009-04-20T18:49:00.003+08:00

was spending all this days watching movies. not in cinema but at home. sorry for not updating my blog. no time! sometimes i just dont feel like blogging cauze i dont noe what to blog about.

me, L.. buy lots of dvd from eddy to watch it at home. as entertainment. at last i got the clearer version of the movie i wanted. 'TWILIGHT'. i loved it. watch it over and over again. and L got this dvd that is supposed to be funny. but it turned out to be so pathetic and lame. lolx! its supposed to be like Mr. Bean show but its not. hmm... we return the dvd back and get the 'Punisher'.
haven't watch cz the dvd couldnt read. no time to go back and return.
and i have forgotten the movie tat i watch. the title i mean. hehe..

gotta go. bb..

Happy Valentines, Baby

2009-02-22T16:44:00.003+08:00

baby.. thx for everything even though it is not a surprise and its a last minute plan. anyway, i really enjoy it and i love and will never forget the night that we have together with all the delicious red wine and sweet cocktail. i love them.. i love you the most laa...

remember that i planned to take you out for just a simple dinner at the Summer steamboat in Sunway but you said its kinda late to eat steamboat already and yeah we will go next time baby k? i spend pulak. haha... and i love the rose that you bought for me and also the little cute ber bear that hugging a love. thx my love.. you will always be in my heart. sorry that i didnt give you anything special but i do make you happy right? haha...

muah..

holiday..

2009-02-22T16:02:00.005+08:00

holla! wanna come in?

what a beautiful scenary of Kellie's Castle

was taken at the Castle, this tree looks like a bear hugging the tree.

this was the front view of the Castle

many things have been going on since i last blog. last month i went outstation with L and he brought me to many places. we been to Kellie's Castle, Bukit Merah Laketown Resort, and Gua Tempurung. i was enjoying all of this places. actually it is not a holiday, just that i was follwing him while he is working in outstation. im on college break so not a prob for me to follow eh. lolx.. it was all 9days and it is beofre chinese new year.

it was fun, Kellie's Castle was amazing and i cant believe the building is still in good condition even it is already been more than 100years. we didnt stay in the Bukit Merah Resort because L have to go for work and we stop there just to have a look and we thought maybe we could go there when we are on the real hols. mmm hmmm.... :) on our way back from Kedah, Penang and Ipoh, we stop by Gohpeng gor awhile just to have a look at the Gua Tempurung. the Gua is cool and kinda dark because light could rotten up the stones. i didnt bring camera so i couldnt take any picture in the cave.

this was at Bukit Merah

this is their resort

happy 1st anniversary

2009-01-06T02:45:00.002+08:00

owh.. its my 1st anniversary with L. so so happy. well.. i planned everything as he is very bz with work and stuff.. i dont mind.. haha.. my planning is not all that good. it was a last minute work. aih.. kinda disappointed actually. oh.. the date yah.. its on the new year eve, 31st dec
. so we celebrate new year eve countdown together. i woke up late on this day.. then suddenly thought of i should give L a surprise. so yah.. i went to The Curve.. i reach there around 4pm. i was trying to figure out where to have nice dinner with L so he would be very happy and surprise. i went to tony romas but all booked up. i tried a few places but at last i got tony romas because we are late for dinner. L came late as there is place for us. so good... :)
we have this new year eve set dinner and L like steak so yah.. he picked steak. oww.. he is happy.. after dinner, we met up wit L's friend and a few of his friends. everywhere is packed, we decided to go for alcohol but everywhere is full. we decided to sit for awhile and at last we decided to go to Holly Coffee. we have a cup of fruit juice (not coffee). haha.. and its 12am.. Happy New Year!! the fireworks is so nice and long. it is so near to us. we are just outside Holly Coffee. after the fireworks end.. we went to ShenJu shushi for a drink again. they have this sakae alcohol. we ordered 4. it cost like RM74. and it is so so little. 14% alcohol anyway. i just took a small glass of it. eww.. tatse bad. haha... we grab some shushi as well besides drinking.
it was all fun fun fun.. me and L tried to leave out of the crowd to meet another friends in mamak. we reach the mamak at 3. ya.. that was it.
sorry for not blogging for so long. i was very bz with part time job. c u !

2008-12-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

finally..... i done my exam. got my next semester time table ready already. aiks.. ;( have 4subjetcs and one of it is business math. aih.. i have maths.. i hate counting. lol.. scared man..
anyway.. im loooking for part time job ryt now. last friday went for interview in Amoda building. so just pray that i will get the job because i have 1month holiday. :) if not im gonna be bored at home and kisiao.. anyway.. i gtg. c ya!! i know this post is kinda short. but just wait for me to come back and blog again lo. hehhe.. bb!!

2008-12-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog. i know its boring seeing the same things over and over again. what to do.. im BZ.. my exam haven finish yet. tmr will be the last paper. yay!! :)
my mom and brother came down from hometown, but got no time to accompany them. oopssy!!
i didnt really go study for my exam.. but i kinda can answer the question. cause this sem got no accounting subject. whoohoo... ^.^

*giggles*

anyway.. after i get all my things done, after my exam and i get myself to blog then i will update again alright. i cannot guarantee when. lol... cause i thought of looking for part time job after my exam. at least i get some extra pocket money. i wanna buy chinese new year clothes eh.. hehe.. and also christmas prezzie..

c ya!

what a crazy nite!

2008-11-24T14:29:00.009+08:00

yesterday midnight was a crazy nite with lil emo sister!

sometimes we are cute(acting)

we colored our nail. mine was red pink and her's blue.

modeling.. woops!

we are what we are

lil miss emo & miss crazy

we slept around 4am.. woke up at 12.30pm and stating to blog about last night! cause it was really fun. emoness goes away..

*sweets*

twilight!

2008-11-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

twilight is coming soon in cinema. im gonna watch it.. cant wait for it.. both actors is so beautiful. i heard the book is nice but i dun like to read so dun bother buying the book even though i like the stories. but im sure gonna watch the movie. *winkkies*

thx for the hang out!

2008-11-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

hey my dear sisters.

ivy and huey wen. thx for being by my side these few days. accompanying me all that stuff.
ivy, hope u enjoy this few days with me, tried my best to bring u out go hang kai. hope u love it.
huey wen, just now was reli fun. you drank your beer but i drank only nescafe. lolx! but all the chatting is fun ryt?
but dun be so down all the time thinking of useless thing and the past alright? im ere.. everything can be solve. no worries! now im overnight in ur house ma, can tell me everythg k?
muacks.. to, ivy & huey wen.

*smiles*

<3 u both,
xoxo, doreen..

>.<

2008-11-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

L is away again. this time, i went and follow him to kepo. he go work, i follow. lol.. just like a glue huh? but reli fun following him outstation. he bring me to a nice plave after his work. so happy!

we went to ipoh 1st then we overnight there for 2nights. after that moved to penang. we went to penang mall called sunway... *forgot the name lar* i only remember that we watched Madagascar3. so funny. owh.. love it! you guys should watch it.

me and L laugh like hell. LOlx..

psp!!!

2008-11-13T13:22:00.005+08:00

ah.. im so happy. i got my PSP. lolx. wanted the pink one but got the balck one instead. anyway.. im happy about it, colors doesnt make any difference.

8GB memory is still on the way. in the shop, they are changing for me because it spoiled. lol..

so now only have the 2GB with me. only can load 2games. so ya!

*still not satisfied*

*giggles*

the hulk movie is yeng!

2008-11-04T00:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday morning before making our way to genting, i watched this movie, incredible HULK. it was a nice movie. the action was very good and the HULK is very impressive and real.

i got this dvd with me for quite awhile already but i didnt watch it, so yesterday was so bored and sick so decided to watch it.

sick but enjoy!

2008-11-04T00:45:00.003+08:00

oh, i fell sick and have fever! since friday, i felt so weak and feel like vomitting all the time.
i still haven recover till yesterday night. yesterday, without any plan, we went to genting with one of L's new friend that we just gotta know for 1day only. we went up there with 1car. we reach there around 3plus.
we went and have lunch in hou mei. then to look for shoe. we went to converse and bought this latest converse shoe. L love it so much. :) jalan jalan for awhile then we came back down here cause L's mom asked us to go back makan. so yea.. went home makan, then we came out again around 9 something to station 1 cafe.

what a day.. without resting but its all fun. so my sickness also gone.

if i were a boy

2008-10-31T13:06:00.003+08:00

i love this song so much by beyonce, if i were a boy..

this song tells us so much that how another party will get hurts when we do something towards them.

guys.. you should listen to this song. its not like what you think that girls have same feeling as guys do. totally different!

pimples..... arggghh!

2008-10-31T13:00:00.002+08:00

arggghh.. what a bad day! i have 2pimples since yesterday. it was red and painful..
so ugly.. and today, late to class cause gotta deal with my stupid pimples in the morning.
such a badbadbad day!
i dunno what i have done till the pimple became even worst. because of OXY 5 i guess, i applied it yeterday night. it didnt turn out the way i want it to be, but became worst.

*lol*

*having class at 2pm later, but feel like pontenging the class.

cannot.. management class is important! >.<

hell day

2008-10-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

what a hell day i have today and yesterday. just couldnt get my brain of L. ahhh.. eventhough we have spend so much time together.
we are fighting, thats the thing! im so sad that i couldnt understand and be patient towards him. argghhh...

* im trying so hard *

trying so hard to control.. love him too much.!

yesterday suppose to go somewhere else but didnt turn out to be the same. so i got upset again for not telling me. i hate myself sometimes!

gotta deal with it, so we went somewhere else with his pareant to have a nice dinner.

thx L for the super nice dinner we have yesterday. and also sorry for what i have done to you.

happy holloween!

2008-10-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. holloween just around the corner. did you guys check it out any place that have those nice decoration? my friend has invited me to thier holloween party as well.

i went to 1u, the decoration was so nice at new wing, ground floor. you guys should check it out. they set up lots of small booth over there. such as Famous Amos, MPH...

i have so many things to blog since L came back from outstation. we have such a great time going out, hanging out with his family and his uncle. we took alot of pictures as the decoration for holloween is so nice

HAPPY BIRTHDAY L.

2008-10-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON..

things have been so smooth between us. i prayed that this relationship will last forever. im sorry that sometimes i have been so pethetic, ok! i hope that we really have fun and enjoy during your birthday!

I LOVE YOU ... !

i will always do. sorry that i didnt buy anything for you yet. so just wait for the day that i have set up ok?? cause i got my own reason. :)

xoxoxo,

doreen

i love this dress

2008-10-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

oh wow.. i visited my favourite link and saw this dress from cherryblossomcloset.

i thought of buying it, but gotta think again. cause i haven buy anything for L's birthday yet. so yeah... anyway, i dun really wear dress. so kinda waste of money if i buy and just keep it in my cupboard. lol.. :)

create my webpage

2008-10-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

got this assignment from e-commerce lecturer. the assignment is about creating our own webpage. she gave us a few site to choose from, i decided to choose blogspot cause its much more easier, and im already get use to it.
so now i have to write almost everyday to make my blog interesting and not dead. i have to customize to make it more attractive as this will be given a mark. my due date will be on the 4th november.

i will have to print out this webpage for her and she will decide my marks. aih.. so mafan ryt? i hope i already done my best.
what you guys think of my blog? is it ok enough or gotta change abit more?

comment ya!
this depent on you, guys.. thx!

converse shoe

2008-10-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

i got no idea so i called L up and asked him what he want for his birthday. i know!! this will not be a surprise for him anymore. but as long as he get to choose and he is happy with the present laa..
first he said he want me to get him this helicopter, then he change his mind. he want me to get him a shoe. he like converse very much as he have 2 of it at home. but not in a good condition anymore, so i decided to get him a shoe from converse.. i dunno how much will it be. but i guess it will be around rm200..

the good news for today is that..... L is coming back today and he will reach around 6.
awwhh.. im so happy!

2008-10-24T13:49:00.000+08:00

i have so many assignment that i have to finish before 4 november but im still hanging around.

*giggles*

yesterday went to popular bought this disket for my information system homework and also assignment. so didnt manage to stop by my grandmama's place to visit her and have dinner with her. :(

i went back home straight, and it was already 8pm by then. i only ate 2 buns from bread story.

decided to watch this Laguna Beach complete season 2. so ya, it was a interesting story between Lauren, Kristin and Stephen. complicated relationship they have. dint realise i watched it till 11.40pm and i decided to go to bed already cause the next day i have an early class. :p

~i know this drama have been on for few years already. but its just me trying to catch up now. :) just for fun tho!! and i know im tots out dated ok?? but the good news is that i have already finished watching the drama, Gossip Girl long long time ago(umm.. last 2months actually).. not bad huh? *giggles*

*missing L then.

*he makes me cry cause i cannot get him on the phone at around 6plus. his phone was inactive!

about legacy.

2008-10-23T14:20:00.000+08:00

last few days watch this movie called, Legacy. just to kill my boredom. lol..

the main actress was Hillary Duff's younger sister, Haylie Duff.

the show was not bad but the weird thing is that her hair looked so fake. argghh.. kindaf ugly actually. *wtf*

the hair is tot blond, it looks good on the whites but i dunno why it look so ugly on her like it doesnt suit her at all.

i think its really fake and the hair looks really big on her.! haha...

*catch this movie if u can.. find out who is the murderer of Katie..

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2008-10-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

em.. lets blog about what we did and have on last sunday. :)
emily.. she is such a nice girl. as she said that she talks alot when she know you better. she is funny. guess what, we are supposed to go shopping on sunday before we sit down to do our assignment. but it turns out to be other way round. but its not all that bad.
i love it!

we went to this weird restaurant. its dark, japanese style, songs play over and over again..
we ordered rice with chicken/ fillet. quite resonable.. so we sat down there ate, chat and do assignment. both of us bought our own laptop. we sat there from 2.30 till 5.20pm, the time past so fast. i thought i could not go shooping with emily anymore cause i got to get back before it gets dark. but lucky, L's mom came and pick me up as she also wanna do shooping before she leave for taiwan trip next month.

so we went shopping together. L's mom bought 1 sweater, 2 long sleeve shirt. emily gotta leave as she gotta go back and rush to finish up her assignment. after buying those needs.., we head back. we stop by to makan at kota damansara..

*suck: carrying those heavy laptop around shopping..
*giggles*
*em.. we should go out again but not with laptop anymore. >.<

think&think..

2008-10-21T15:07:00.000+08:00

L.. i kept on thinking this few days of what to buy for you. i know that it should not be complicated for me to think what to buy. but i want it to be the best gift and present as it is the first birthday gift from me. :)

i went to pyramid with emily on sunday. i went into this polo shop try to look for the polo T that u like. but its not as nice as what u think and the material is not all that good. and today, i went to kepong jusco and see if i can get anything u would like. tried to get u sun glasses, but i scared u might not like it. i dunno what to look for anymore. and i know u like control car.. but i went and do some suvey already, its not worth it ler.

whatever.. i will get u something special babe.. just wait..! make sure you are free on the 9th nov 2008. u already promise me no one can disturb this day!! *giggles*

now im waiting for u to come back. fast fast be back.. i want to see what you bought for me and i need a hug cause i have been throught lots of stresses already. im sure you do huh??

xoxo.. <3

moodymoody!!

2008-10-17T12:51:00.001+08:00

-leon went to outstation,will not be seeing him for about 10days!! arghh..
-assignment kept on coming to me.
-without seeing leon for 1day is like going to hell..
-so many assignments to handle and the due date for it is almost the same!
-just finished my business law exam but i dont know how to do, so just wait for the result!
-later having my business statistics exam and i im so nervous! ahhh...
-dunno whether they will give the standard variation formular during the exam..

oh gosh!!

birthday!!

2008-09-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

sorry for this late update! was busy.

didnt thought my college frens would throw me a surprise party during my burfday. i thought it would be a boring one this year cause L is not with me, he is in outstation so couldnt celebrate it with him.
the party was in Time Square, celebrated in Kenny Rogers. all of us prefer chicken than sushi. lolx.. we all have fun.. there was a joke, laughter and... ya! fun fun.. :) thx guys! i appreciated it.
they brought me a chocolate cake as well, that was sweet. it came after my lunch. the cake was quite big to be shared among all of us, so the unfinish cake, we gave it to the workers in Kenny Rogers.
we went shopping after that, they bought me a bracelet, and a piece of jacket (thin jacket). it was nice, i love them. :)
after celebrating with them, i head up to 1u to meet up gillian. have been so long i never see her. almost 2years tho. we have so much things to be shared, we have our dinner in wong kwok. it was a nice one too. :) thx gil. i really enjoy and i love the present too. it was so sweet, got heart shape on it.
after meeting up with gillian, i have to meet up my another frein in camp5. so i went there and meet her. after that, she brings me to her house and then out with her fren to chit chat. i stayed overnight in her house. :) the next day, we went to KLCC.. went shopping! but i didnt buy anything tho.. hahaha..

i enjoyed my day so much on 22nd sept 2008! thx guys!
xoxo..

2008-09-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

in the morning.. L went to outstation again for work. he brings me out for breakfast and then he went. the time when he droped me at bus station to take bus to school, my tears started to drop. he asked me not to cry, its just work.. he will be back only after 12days. :( he still called me when im in the bus, to tell me not to cry.

L.. i miss you. get your ass back here ASAP!
i will wait for u to give me surprise for my birthday as you promise yesterday.. :)
i know that you wont manage to come back on my birthday.. but its ok.

i <3 u..!
muahss...

cheers!!

2008-09-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

cheers for this year Merdeka, everyone!! hope u all will have a good year! we've been to the curve for the countdown.. and before that, we hang out at somewhere quiet (opposite TGI fridays).. chit-chatting..

the fireworks was beautiful..

2008-09-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

my day was great with my L. he is always there for me and give me so much love. i love him very much as he treat me so good. thx so much.. :) i have a hard time for my sem 4 as there is 5subjects. the classes seems very bored though. got 1 counting subjects (business statistics). aiks.. somemore one of the class will end late at night, around 8.45. wtf....

hihi..

2008-09-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.. im sorry that i have been away from here for awhile. my blog was very messesd up before this. i got my friend to fix it for me already. sorry!! i am good anyway. miss you guys though..
L is treating me very nice and good. got someone to manja on.. :) thats what i like the most! i just started my sem 4 this week. i have 6 subjects to study. its alot. i prayed i can do it. the subjects is not easy tho. hmmm...
*kinda worry now. >.<
anyway, keep me update of wats goin on with your life, guys.. see ya!
catch up with ya soon..