sometimes i dont see myself in working as a full time. but this is what everybody have to do and everybody have to have their carrier one day. i still scared of the job that i am gonna get in 24 or 48hours time. i am not scared of not getting hire but scared of after getting hire, what are the responsibility and what i have to do in the company. i am afraid because i have never work as a full time before, all this while been working as a part time. this time.. it will be all so different from last time.
i just hope everything will work out and family would be happy with what they expected from me since i was in high school.