-L sleeping early.
-D nothing to do, bored at home, sleeping too.

J knocking on the door looking for me, i join them for yam cha. before that, went to J's house for movie, funny movie (i forgot the title). *sorry*. then went to Al-Safa, noticed they changed new nice signboard. oh ya.. before i forget, knew 2new friends from J. P and F. couple.. :)

still waiting for L to call. but didnt. i sent few masges but no reply. came home around 1.30am, went on9, check facebook and blog. know tmr got work at 9 but still sleep late. ask for Leo favor to fetch me to KJ lrt station if he is fetching E back. thx Leo.. :)

just having fun playing with my facebook game. but getting boring already. :( why? i get bored of everything.. but not with L, i love being with him every minute of my life. >.<

woke up at 8am, get ready to start my new job. as a roaming team. reach late to KJ, hell jammed. but still thx to Leo. the plan is to go to Kepong area give sampling. i enjoyed the day.. :)
yesterday night was talking about the Redang trip with J, H, P, C and K but all not comfirm yet. let me know soon babes and guys. and they invited me to go Miss today because there's a free flow for ladies, but nah.. im not going. tired! sorry guys..

ENJOY the NIGHT in MISS.. :) ->J, K, H, C, P, F

ENJOY your WORK in OUTSTATION.. :) ->L

lovesss...........

last few days hang out till very late at night. and that time L was busy playing poker on laptop. and there is me and julie. Boring. we talked, have our own conversation, girls talk. and suddenly something came on my mind. i want to learn driving and julie agree to teach me. and yeah, took L's car learn driving. guess what.. i only took few minutes to learn how to drive but not driving up the hill la of course.

gotta go. helping fren do some correction.

lovely nights

thx for having me at home, babe.. :] we were having so much fun that few nights. fun baking brownies together and it turn out to be OK only. hehe.. some mistakes with the steering before putting it in the oven, ryt?? we dressed up the second night cause we are so exciting to take picture together since been long we didnt take picture together already..

miss yah!

i like the one that i am wearing also the one that she is wearing but its too thin.

i love the dress most comparing to all that we have tried on.

i miss high school where frens is all around. i miss the environment of the schools where we used to hang around with our close frens and best frens. telling secrets.. gossiping.. but before i ended high school, my close fren registered to another school. so we dont get to hang out so often anymore in the school. we dont really usually go out cause our schedule is different. my class is in the morning but hers is in the afternoon. weekend i usually busy going to church so we dont get to hang out.
but now, she is already after high school and my college timetable is free, we hang out last week and it was amazingly fun. we have so much fun and we went for korean food for our dinner. yeah!
we took lots of great picture. laughing.. *winks*


yes.. like u said.. this pic is for my L. thx so much for understanding me my luv.

Rum Jungle ere i come!

labour day is holiday for everyone. L's mom took us to Rum Jungle for alcohol. free for us cause she already have 1 bottle reserve before this. so we drink for free and there is no cover charge for L. auntie got move man.. she can dance and move very well.. so fun having them there and there is a live bad as well.. and i get very red after drinking 2 glass but of cox i know my limit, i didnt get drunk.

got off from the phone..

all i know is that i cannot go overseas, if not im not wanted anymore. maybe its true that no one can be FULLY trusted. i am happy as U dont let me go, cause this showed that U still care and concern over me if something happen to me when i get there. maybe U should follow me someday, so there will be US day, alryt? i miss u..

there's no one for me to hold on. why do U have to go when im about to have problem or hard time? i know that i cannot blame u for this as we got our own things to do and stuff like that. i kept on thinking this few days, will u easily get influenced by someone who is close to you and be like them someday? i am scared.. i realized u have changed alot since the first week.

but i still love u and cannot let u go. its hard and pain to let me even think of it. i need u to be strong always. <3

you are the one that i can always hold on to

now i know why on earth STUDY is sooo important. yes! its important, but i didnt know that it would be so hard to chase after your dream job and so. few days ago.. my mind was worrying about what university im going to after a complete my diploma, will i be able to get into a good u or what? what about my result and stufflike that. im very worried about this. i tried to seek help from my frens and tried to check on line as well. it all went well but i have not decide yet. maybe its still early, i cant slowly do research.

*fan!*

make it happen

today..
me, melissa, joel, shin yin and irwan went to the curve and watch this movie, 'make it happen'. aww.. it was awesome. the gal is so pretty.. and tall.. but we missed the first part of the show, cause we were bz buying snacks at ikano lower ground floor. lolx.. we all enjoyed the movie.
i love dance movie.. feel like learning dancing now.. *swt*

staying overnyt in mel's is good. she is always there. so i dont cry cause of something small. i miss you! yesterday cannot sleep, i dunno why.. maybe think too much. aih.. today woke up at 10am. at 11.30am, we supposed to pick up shin yin and go straight to HELP to check out their degree programme, but aunty called, we brought joel to see his car. so today was kinda tired.. whooh..
nothing much.. we all went to shin yin's house. we played WII (nintendo). nice! its like real life game. but this one jx used your hand la of course, but kinda tiring. haha.. i played tennis with melissa and also boxing game with her. guess what! she won all of it. argh.. im a bad player. lolx.

*fun fun*
*i love you mel*
*kiss hugs*

-insecure
-still working on my mind
-bullshit
-not worth it
-unappreciated
-hurt!
-it cost a lot


it might not be your fault. but pls understand me. sometimes it just doesn't seem right. is it my attitude again? guess it!

lots of movies .

was spending all this days watching movies. not in cinema but at home. sorry for not updating my blog. no time! sometimes i just dont feel like blogging cauze i dont noe what to blog about.

me, L.. buy lots of dvd from eddy to watch it at home. as entertainment. at last i got the clearer version of the movie i wanted. 'TWILIGHT'. i loved it. watch it over and over again. and L got this dvd that is supposed to be funny. but it turned out to be so pathetic and lame. lolx! its supposed to be like Mr. Bean show but its not. hmm... we return the dvd back and get the 'Punisher'.
haven't watch cz the dvd couldnt read. no time to go back and return.
and i have forgotten the movie tat i watch. the title i mean. hehe..

gotta go. bb..

Happy Valentines, Baby

baby.. thx for everything even though it is not a surprise and its a last minute plan. anyway, i really enjoy it and i love and will never forget the night that we have together with all the delicious red wine and sweet cocktail. i love them.. i love you the most laa...

remember that i planned to take you out for just a simple dinner at the Summer steamboat in Sunway but you said its kinda late to eat steamboat already and yeah we will go next time baby k? i spend pulak. haha... and i love the rose that you bought for me and also the little cute ber bear that hugging a love. thx my love.. you will always be in my heart. sorry that i didnt give you anything special but i do make you happy right? haha...

muah..

holiday..

holla! wanna come in?

what a beautiful scenary of Kellie's Castle

was taken at the Castle, this tree looks like a bear hugging the tree.

this was the front view of the Castle

many things have been going on since i last blog. last month i went outstation with L and he brought me to many places. we been to Kellie's Castle, Bukit Merah Laketown Resort, and Gua Tempurung. i was enjoying all of this places. actually it is not a holiday, just that i was follwing him while he is working in outstation. im on college break so not a prob for me to follow eh. lolx.. it was all 9days and it is beofre chinese new year.

it was fun, Kellie's Castle was amazing and i cant believe the building is still in good condition even it is already been more than 100years. we didnt stay in the Bukit Merah Resort because L have to go for work and we stop there just to have a look and we thought maybe we could go there when we are on the real hols. mmm hmmm.... :) on our way back from Kedah, Penang and Ipoh, we stop by Gohpeng gor awhile just to have a look at the Gua Tempurung. the Gua is cool and kinda dark because light could rotten up the stones. i didnt bring camera so i couldnt take any picture in the cave.

this was at Bukit Merah

this is their resort

happy 1st anniversary

owh.. its my 1st anniversary with L. so so happy. well.. i planned everything as he is very bz with work and stuff.. i dont mind.. haha.. my planning is not all that good. it was a last minute work. aih.. kinda disappointed actually. oh.. the date yah.. its on the new year eve, 31st dec
. so we celebrate new year eve countdown together. i woke up late on this day.. then suddenly thought of i should give L a surprise. so yah.. i went to The Curve.. i reach there around 4pm. i was trying to figure out where to have nice dinner with L so he would be very happy and surprise. i went to tony romas but all booked up. i tried a few places but at last i got tony romas because we are late for dinner. L came late as there is place for us. so good... :)
we have this new year eve set dinner and L like steak so yah.. he picked steak. oww.. he is happy.. after dinner, we met up wit L's friend and a few of his friends. everywhere is packed, we decided to go for alcohol but everywhere is full. we decided to sit for awhile and at last we decided to go to Holly Coffee. we have a cup of fruit juice (not coffee). haha.. and its 12am.. Happy New Year!! the fireworks is so nice and long. it is so near to us. we are just outside Holly Coffee. after the fireworks end.. we went to ShenJu shushi for a drink again. they have this sakae alcohol. we ordered 4. it cost like RM74. and it is so so little. 14% alcohol anyway. i just took a small glass of it. eww.. tatse bad. haha... we grab some shushi as well besides drinking.
it was all fun fun fun.. me and L tried to leave out of the crowd to meet another friends in mamak. we reach the mamak at 3. ya.. that was it.
sorry for not blogging for so long. i was very bz with part time job. c u !

finally..... i done my exam. got my next semester time table ready already. aiks.. ;( have 4subjetcs and one of it is business math. aih.. i have maths.. i hate counting. lol.. scared man..
anyway.. im loooking for part time job ryt now. last friday went for interview in Amoda building. so just pray that i will get the job because i have 1month holiday. :) if not im gonna be bored at home and kisiao.. anyway.. i gtg. c ya!! i know this post is kinda short. but just wait for me to come back and blog again lo. hehhe.. bb!!

sorry for not updating my blog. i know its boring seeing the same things over and over again. what to do.. im BZ.. my exam haven finish yet. tmr will be the last paper. yay!! :)
my mom and brother came down from hometown, but got no time to accompany them. oopssy!!
i didnt really go study for my exam.. but i kinda can answer the question. cause this sem got no accounting subject. whoohoo... ^.^

*giggles*

anyway.. after i get all my things done, after my exam and i get myself to blog then i will update again alright. i cannot guarantee when. lol... cause i thought of looking for part time job after my exam. at least i get some extra pocket money. i wanna buy chinese new year clothes eh.. hehe.. and also christmas prezzie..

c ya!

what a crazy nite!

yesterday midnight was a crazy nite with lil emo sister!

sometimes we are cute(acting)

we colored our nail. mine was red pink and her's blue.

modeling.. woops!

we are what we are

lil miss emo & miss crazy

we slept around 4am.. woke up at 12.30pm and stating to blog about last night! cause it was really fun. emoness goes away..

*sweets*

twilight!

twilight is coming soon in cinema. im gonna watch it.. cant wait for it.. both actors is so beautiful. i heard the book is nice but i dun like to read so dun bother buying the book even though i like the stories. but im sure gonna watch the movie. *winkkies*

thx for the hang out!

hey my dear sisters.

ivy and huey wen. thx for being by my side these few days. accompanying me all that stuff.
ivy, hope u enjoy this few days with me, tried my best to bring u out go hang kai. hope u love it.
huey wen, just now was reli fun. you drank your beer but i drank only nescafe. lolx! but all the chatting is fun ryt?
but dun be so down all the time thinking of useless thing and the past alright? im ere.. everything can be solve. no worries! now im overnight in ur house ma, can tell me everythg k?
muacks.. to, ivy & huey wen.

*smiles*

<3 u both,
xoxo, doreen..

>.<

L is away again. this time, i went and follow him to kepo. he go work, i follow. lol.. just like a glue huh? but reli fun following him outstation. he bring me to a nice plave after his work. so happy!

we went to ipoh 1st then we overnight there for 2nights. after that moved to penang. we went to penang mall called sunway... *forgot the name lar* i only remember that we watched Madagascar3. so funny. owh.. love it! you guys should watch it.

me and L laugh like hell. LOlx..