shhh.. i lied  that i won a competition and i won a price. the price is on the way and it is a handphone (Samsung Star 5233). but actually i was gonna get it myself using my salary that i worked for Panasonic 3moths ago. sorry but i tried at least to get you back the thing that i caused it to happened yesterday. sorry that i never think before i laid out my hand and it just happened. i Regret. sorry!

so till then, your new phone will arrive around end of this month or early next month.
hope your happy with it.
<3

lots of great movies

life have been great lately but was away for awhile as home internet have problem.
last semester class ended last friday and which was also my last presentation for my diploma course.

sister came down to KL last week. i brought her to my house to stay. :) *snatch her* shhh..

snatch her away from my grandmother. lols..

i brough her to movie. we watch Christmas Carol together. the next day, went for movie with L together for Astroboy. both were awesome but Astroboy is much more better. :p

then L couldnt wait to wacth Ninja Assasin by Rain. we tried to get the movie on the 1st day it came out but then no more seat as it was a last minute plan. so we watch Twilight New Moon. hehe..

Twilight will always had a great impression on me. i like the couples and also Jacob. their love is unique.. we manae to bought the midnight show ticket. show started at 1am. the show was great but the ending kinda disappointing because it doesnt show us who gets the girl. haha..

cant wait for the next episode.

the next 2days, after my presentation on friday. went down to Tmn. paramount LRT station and met up with M. plan to catch Ninja Assasin. waited for L to come and then talk to him. he said ok and went back to M's house to get approval from his dad. so we all went together include S and A.

it was awesome, all were happy. 3 of the gals went down and bought ticket. show at 11pm. the guys went back to L house to change. L was wearing shorts ok? haha..

the movie is awesome.. Rain should come out with more of action movies. but pity him as he have to undergone his diet for 8months for this movie. but then its not a wate tho. the movie is great and lots of people like it. but the sukkiest part is that the movie involved too much of blood.

:p haha

The Abandon House

and the latest shoot.. awesome too.. :)
love it very much as the Photographer bought me the Angel's wing.
and this time i brought J with me too..  cannot bring too many people as the guard will stop us from going in for shooting.

The location is at The Abandon House, Bukit Tunku.

loving the staircase very much. :)

thx to the Photographer for such a good idea.

and the angel's wing..

 

 

 

white dress for Abandon House is such a good idea. 

Putra Jaya

besides from study.. went for photo shooting.
it was awesome and J was with me and i really hope that she enjoy it very much. :)

the shooting was in PutraJaya.. with J, E and S.

3gals and 1 guy.. the view was nice and it was beside PutraJaya Pullman.

  

 

 

and me with J

the fake beach side and the Pullman. (Single Shoot)

 

i love the view in PutraJaya.. it was awesome and big. and the design for the building are all great!

hope to shoot there again someday but with different building and view. :)

have been so long i didnt update my blog.
was busy with work and also my study..

talking about study.. it has been a hectic for me. so stressed. it was my last semester and the subjects is not easy especially Business Research.
it was 100% on coursework.. so we have to score for research. gotta do research about few companies and it takes a very long time. and not easy to convince a staff that to do a survey for their company.
so yeah..

sorry for this late update.

expression

i love being myself

sometimes i might be moody but then happy after a while

smile always

UNBREAK MY HEART

<3>

i dont know why.. but i just love posing without smile because i always thought that i dont look got posing with smile. haha.. swt!

last few weeks back, i have been involve with modeling line and i actually kinda loveee it.
because it is easy, just posing but then it is not easy to win. :( because different people have different poses and different judges have different thoughts on model's poses. then the marks they gave for judging is also different.

but the best thing is that i get so much of experience and knowing new friends. they are all great and have a great bodayy.. :) and tall. whoo.. im so short. and couldnt grow taller anymore. HATE it!

and now, what i want is to have my own portfolio because agencies is asking for my portfolio and i dont have one. and my new creation of portfolio is coming soon. so happy. :)
but kinda scared as i dont really know how to pose. lols..

tell then.. and sorry for this super late update. :(

yesterday was having a nightmare. its not something scary but something you dont wanna lose. and its something very important to our body part especially when we smile. hah..
i dreamt that i broke my front tooth. and i straight away woke up from my sleep. its so funny feeling and i dont know why i dreamt bout me breaking my tooth.

and then i didnt sleep back already. and its still early and i have no class (on hols). :)
and my day didnt went so well because someone is moody and got angry without any reason.
*hate those kind of feelings whene someone is angry at/ on something but then they make u feel like they are angry at you. the u got 'terasa'.

.FCUK that feeling.

sometimes just got myself thinking too much and asking myself, should i go on with what im having right now or move on?
-i dont know. this thing takes time i guess. and you know how it feels right, HW?

updated!

as promised! the photo for the cruiser team. sorry for this late because my friend got no time to go on9. so just got it 2days before.

its not many photo that i have been expected to put ti up. i have more but others cannot reelly see clearly. so yah.. sorry bout that.

i need supporter.

in the morning around 10 plus, got a call from J. telling me that i am pick among all the girls to be in the catwalk for this coming friday fashion show. all the hair do and make up is sponsored by 'Whitney Academy'.

i am like *AWESOME*. so happy. *giggles*
first time in my life. but abit scared and yah.. gotta ask permission from L. he support me, he told me to take it because it is an experience for a life time.

but i need supporters from you guys. if anyone is interested, pls do let me know through my blog or facebook or MSN. Venue would be in REZONE Club, Cheras. be there at 8pm and before 12am.

if we love that someone

if we love someone, we want them to love us too.
right?

but what if that someone treat us like #$%@, and do not even bother about how you feel?
will you still stick with them or you will run away?
someyimes its too complicated to be in love with someone that you love so much.

does that someone really care?
does that someone pick you up after school/ college after your class (he is not working)?
does that someone concern about how your exam goes? interview goes? job goes?
does that someone ever break their promise that you got so excited about?
does that someone fill up your stomach when you are hungry?
does that someone covers you from being bully by anyone?

from the above, does he really care actually? *confused*

-im not emoing but just try to express myslf. i want someone to talk to but then i think i just should keep it to myself till i cannot take it anymore. i should be patient again.

Channing Tatum is so cool..

yesterday (tuesday), was my study skill in english exam. guess what? i forgot about my docket in the early in the morning and i was so nervous. when i got to college, i went to the service department that i didnt take my docket in the library before exam , and they handed the docket to me after that. i didnt know that we can take from the service department because normally i will go to library and take it before 2weeks. *relieve*





yesterday night promise King (uncle) to go watch GI Joe at 1pm. who knows, i fifnish my exam 1 and the half hour earlier, not that i dont jnow how to do, but i dont know why. haha.. SWT! >.<#
after exam, went to opposite chinese shop for makan. have 3 lady fingers wrapped with fish cake. (yong tao fu la). lols.. then have a little bit of chat wit friends about exam, degree and so on. then take bus to mid valley, went there so early and i have to wait for K. so yah.. our movie starts at 1.40pm. the show was good, best action show ever. i heard it was better than transformers 2. :) (those who lovesss transformers so very much, dont angry ah)


then after movie, went to FOS, bought 2tops. because of K, he brought me there to see clothes. i pok kai d la oi.. the again went to Labels, i got myself 1 pair of jean short skirt. plain and nice. :) love it.. haha.. oh ya, before movie, K spent me baskin robin's ice cream because he reach mid valley late. its his punishment for being 15minutes late.


i am a very simple person. every decison is also up to him, and now its my turn to choose and i hate choosing what stuff to eat for dinner. then i suggest foodcourst then. more things to choose from. so yah.. got myself claypot yee mee with chicken. we have a great chat about family stuff,
and i realise that i have taken care of myslf very well. thank god..

then went home with KTM. bb

oh my goodness! lately i have been logging into shop blogging. i have been so addicted right now. i cant stop and some more my last paper is on Friday and i haven start studying yet. i did my first paper yesterday as it was a English paper so i don't have to scared cause i have nothing to study, but this Friday, i will be having my promotional management exam, but im still sitting here busy about shop blogging. i cant take my eye from looking at those beautiful clothes. aww...
tats why as u can see i have been linking alot og shooping blog lately. i am crazy! ahhh..

i gotta stop.. so yeah.. good luck to me. :)
gotta start studying already if not i wont get good result fot it.

woke up early. around 9.30am, supposed to take bus down to 1utama. mana tahu, online and facebooking till 11am. cause have to meet up friend at 12.30 to take something. so i lost my rm12 for taking the cab. and he was driving so slow.. arghhh....

reach there at 12pm, went to Jetty makan. then i took my stuff from my friend. that stuff was actually a dress. i bought from her online. aww.. so nice la. loving it. :) then walk to ianti to get nail polish. saw there is a discound for hair wax, got t for L. and got myself a concealer too. spend too much. after tat, when to Watson and visit Lynn.

took cab to Kota Damansara for my free tummy treatment at S2 slimming centre. it was good. the person who massage for me is from Cambodia and she is so sweet. :) took about 30minutes for this massage. normal prize is rm180 and i got it for free cause im lucky. :) lolss..

after tat, i went to visit E, at his shop, talking to him. then went to look around for boutiques. the last shop i went in is a shoe shop. tell you.. its cheap, even online buying is more expensive. 1 for 39.90, 2 for 70. i wanted to get 2 but the other one tat i like got no size for me. aiks.. :( so i just got 1 pair for myself. so today, spend around rm120. and last few days spent alot. i should stop already. but anyway, i should pamper myself too cause i have been working very hard and it was tiring. and im glad tat i got myself the stuff that i wanted.


:) :) :)

bla bla bla..

the latest movie i have watched is the 'GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST'.

the past movie i have watched before the 'ghost of girlfriends past' is the 'ICE AGE 3'.

and i was suppose to wait for L to bring me go watch Transformer after he got back frm outstation but then we didnt make it. and now, it was not in cinema anymore. :(

the ghot of girlfriends past was a nice show, the story line is good, but to some people, it weren't nice. i dunno. :) i like it when he got haunt by his ex girlfriends and also his assistant. so funny.. and at last.. he still go back to his so called chilhood girlfriend (Jennifer Garner). i love her acting.

*winks* >.<

and last few days, i heard 'The Proposal' and 'GI Joe' was nice. should catch it soon in cinema. dont want to watch DVD. not nice. i want big big and huge screen. hehe.. ;)

anyway.. L is coming back today. reaching around 11pm later. mish him much.. cant wait!

will post up the pictures of my roaming team job. cause it was great. :) i love it! wait till this friday then.

till then.. c you!

hard day of working

whole day felt very tired today. my mood is not good at all starting at 2.30pm. everything went well but ya know, woman's time. :0 hehe..what can i say?

today as a Dove roaming team, we went around Selayang to give out sampling. we thought that Selayang would be quiet and not many people, mana tahu.. so many people came after they saw our car parked at the market. so many people was rushing over to get the free sampling. too many to handle, and we're not enought sampling, so we gotta ask question before giving it out. we fast, we get! so we were like offering 5bottles of shampoo, if who answer our question correctly then they will get those 5bottles. just a simple question.. when s promotion date, what is the programe that we are introducing. thats all.. simple.. cause all the answer was in the paper that we gave out.

its tired even though it sound easy.. we have to pull customers and we have to take pictures to prove to our company that we are doing our job. lolc.. :) but we have a good day, 5boxes of shampoo finishhhh...

-i was sleeping in the carw hen i have time to sleep.
-pity the teamleader because he have to drive and dont get to rest.
hehe..

-D working
-L is busy too

after a few days in outstation, he lost lots of money. i dunno why. *couldnt mention* so yeah.. he was very sad and dont have the mood to work after that incident. i really feel sad for him and he is so really down. i tried to talk to him and convinced him to go to work and wake up early and he dont want to listen to me at all. he think he is better off sleeping just to forget about the incident but you cannot avoid it. so i woke him up in the morning aronund 10 something and he said he is waking up already. i called after 2hours later and he said that he is still sleeping and i asked him, 'dont you have work?'. and he siad yes but he is still sleeping after i called him after few hours later. and i got so mad at him and still keeping on caling. he got fed up and he off his phone. i couldnt get thru him for so long till he called me up around 8pm.

at midnight, he realise that he is wrong and i forgive him. jx that i dont want him to lost his job or anything but he dont understand that he always thought that i disturb him to wake up cause im doing nothing or miss him too much. i have my own thing to do, why do i have to call u if i dont concern about your work? you better do the thinking for your won good.

till then.. do take care and i miss you. soemtimes its jx better to keep things to myself. cause i realise that you dont understand me much.

-L sleeping early.
-D nothing to do, bored at home, sleeping too.

J knocking on the door looking for me, i join them for yam cha. before that, went to J's house for movie, funny movie (i forgot the title). *sorry*. then went to Al-Safa, noticed they changed new nice signboard. oh ya.. before i forget, knew 2new friends from J. P and F. couple.. :)

still waiting for L to call. but didnt. i sent few masges but no reply. came home around 1.30am, went on9, check facebook and blog. know tmr got work at 9 but still sleep late. ask for Leo favor to fetch me to KJ lrt station if he is fetching E back. thx Leo.. :)

just having fun playing with my facebook game. but getting boring already. :( why? i get bored of everything.. but not with L, i love being with him every minute of my life. >.<

woke up at 8am, get ready to start my new job. as a roaming team. reach late to KJ, hell jammed. but still thx to Leo. the plan is to go to Kepong area give sampling. i enjoyed the day.. :)
yesterday night was talking about the Redang trip with J, H, P, C and K but all not comfirm yet. let me know soon babes and guys. and they invited me to go Miss today because there's a free flow for ladies, but nah.. im not going. tired! sorry guys..

ENJOY the NIGHT in MISS.. :) ->J, K, H, C, P, F

ENJOY your WORK in OUTSTATION.. :) ->L

lovesss...........

last few days hang out till very late at night. and that time L was busy playing poker on laptop. and there is me and julie. Boring. we talked, have our own conversation, girls talk. and suddenly something came on my mind. i want to learn driving and julie agree to teach me. and yeah, took L's car learn driving. guess what.. i only took few minutes to learn how to drive but not driving up the hill la of course.

gotta go. helping fren do some correction.

lovely nights

thx for having me at home, babe.. :] we were having so much fun that few nights. fun baking brownies together and it turn out to be OK only. hehe.. some mistakes with the steering before putting it in the oven, ryt?? we dressed up the second night cause we are so exciting to take picture together since been long we didnt take picture together already..

miss yah!

i like the one that i am wearing also the one that she is wearing but its too thin.

i love the dress most comparing to all that we have tried on.

i miss high school where frens is all around. i miss the environment of the schools where we used to hang around with our close frens and best frens. telling secrets.. gossiping.. but before i ended high school, my close fren registered to another school. so we dont get to hang out so often anymore in the school. we dont really usually go out cause our schedule is different. my class is in the morning but hers is in the afternoon. weekend i usually busy going to church so we dont get to hang out.
but now, she is already after high school and my college timetable is free, we hang out last week and it was amazingly fun. we have so much fun and we went for korean food for our dinner. yeah!
we took lots of great picture. laughing.. *winks*


yes.. like u said.. this pic is for my L. thx so much for understanding me my luv.

Rum Jungle ere i come!

labour day is holiday for everyone. L's mom took us to Rum Jungle for alcohol. free for us cause she already have 1 bottle reserve before this. so we drink for free and there is no cover charge for L. auntie got move man.. she can dance and move very well.. so fun having them there and there is a live bad as well.. and i get very red after drinking 2 glass but of cox i know my limit, i didnt get drunk.

got off from the phone..

all i know is that i cannot go overseas, if not im not wanted anymore. maybe its true that no one can be FULLY trusted. i am happy as U dont let me go, cause this showed that U still care and concern over me if something happen to me when i get there. maybe U should follow me someday, so there will be US day, alryt? i miss u..

there's no one for me to hold on. why do U have to go when im about to have problem or hard time? i know that i cannot blame u for this as we got our own things to do and stuff like that. i kept on thinking this few days, will u easily get influenced by someone who is close to you and be like them someday? i am scared.. i realized u have changed alot since the first week.

but i still love u and cannot let u go. its hard and pain to let me even think of it. i need u to be strong always. <3

you are the one that i can always hold on to

now i know why on earth STUDY is sooo important. yes! its important, but i didnt know that it would be so hard to chase after your dream job and so. few days ago.. my mind was worrying about what university im going to after a complete my diploma, will i be able to get into a good u or what? what about my result and stufflike that. im very worried about this. i tried to seek help from my frens and tried to check on line as well. it all went well but i have not decide yet. maybe its still early, i cant slowly do research.

*fan!*

make it happen

today..
me, melissa, joel, shin yin and irwan went to the curve and watch this movie, 'make it happen'. aww.. it was awesome. the gal is so pretty.. and tall.. but we missed the first part of the show, cause we were bz buying snacks at ikano lower ground floor. lolx.. we all enjoyed the movie.
i love dance movie.. feel like learning dancing now.. *swt*

staying overnyt in mel's is good. she is always there. so i dont cry cause of something small. i miss you! yesterday cannot sleep, i dunno why.. maybe think too much. aih.. today woke up at 10am. at 11.30am, we supposed to pick up shin yin and go straight to HELP to check out their degree programme, but aunty called, we brought joel to see his car. so today was kinda tired.. whooh..
nothing much.. we all went to shin yin's house. we played WII (nintendo). nice! its like real life game. but this one jx used your hand la of course, but kinda tiring. haha.. i played tennis with melissa and also boxing game with her. guess what! she won all of it. argh.. im a bad player. lolx.

*fun fun*
*i love you mel*
*kiss hugs*

-insecure
-still working on my mind
-bullshit
-not worth it
-unappreciated
-hurt!
-it cost a lot


it might not be your fault. but pls understand me. sometimes it just doesn't seem right. is it my attitude again? guess it!

lots of movies .

was spending all this days watching movies. not in cinema but at home. sorry for not updating my blog. no time! sometimes i just dont feel like blogging cauze i dont noe what to blog about.

me, L.. buy lots of dvd from eddy to watch it at home. as entertainment. at last i got the clearer version of the movie i wanted. 'TWILIGHT'. i loved it. watch it over and over again. and L got this dvd that is supposed to be funny. but it turned out to be so pathetic and lame. lolx! its supposed to be like Mr. Bean show but its not. hmm... we return the dvd back and get the 'Punisher'.
haven't watch cz the dvd couldnt read. no time to go back and return.
and i have forgotten the movie tat i watch. the title i mean. hehe..

gotta go. bb..

Happy Valentines, Baby

baby.. thx for everything even though it is not a surprise and its a last minute plan. anyway, i really enjoy it and i love and will never forget the night that we have together with all the delicious red wine and sweet cocktail. i love them.. i love you the most laa...

remember that i planned to take you out for just a simple dinner at the Summer steamboat in Sunway but you said its kinda late to eat steamboat already and yeah we will go next time baby k? i spend pulak. haha... and i love the rose that you bought for me and also the little cute ber bear that hugging a love. thx my love.. you will always be in my heart. sorry that i didnt give you anything special but i do make you happy right? haha...

muah..

holiday..

holla! wanna come in?

what a beautiful scenary of Kellie's Castle

was taken at the Castle, this tree looks like a bear hugging the tree.

this was the front view of the Castle

many things have been going on since i last blog. last month i went outstation with L and he brought me to many places. we been to Kellie's Castle, Bukit Merah Laketown Resort, and Gua Tempurung. i was enjoying all of this places. actually it is not a holiday, just that i was follwing him while he is working in outstation. im on college break so not a prob for me to follow eh. lolx.. it was all 9days and it is beofre chinese new year.

it was fun, Kellie's Castle was amazing and i cant believe the building is still in good condition even it is already been more than 100years. we didnt stay in the Bukit Merah Resort because L have to go for work and we stop there just to have a look and we thought maybe we could go there when we are on the real hols. mmm hmmm.... :) on our way back from Kedah, Penang and Ipoh, we stop by Gohpeng gor awhile just to have a look at the Gua Tempurung. the Gua is cool and kinda dark because light could rotten up the stones. i didnt bring camera so i couldnt take any picture in the cave.

this was at Bukit Merah

this is their resort